Pysgodyn!

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Good lord, I got high as fuck last night. Ended up throwing up then passing out but it was awesome. Got so high I started shipping the signers from Kansas. It got to a point where I was sitting there fine and suddenly I just totally zoned out and I was just staring at the TV watching a Spy Kids clip and it was freaky. It was like all my vision was expanding like just before you have a panic attack. I had a lot of fun though, it was sort of a celebration for finishing 5 days of work in a row. I really need a new job. I have work again tomorrow :(

Oh yeah, I finally took some more steps towards boycotting Google. I've switched all my gmail accounts to Proton and Tuta, stop watching Youtube completely. Removed everything I have on Google Drive and Photos after getting my own external harddrive to back stuff up on instead. Quitting Youtube has honestly been amazing and I don't even miss it anymore which surprises me because I was one of those people who would watch Youtube constantly and use it as background noise since I was around 10 years old. Instead I've started listening to a lot of podcasts. I highly recommend Busted Business Bureau, especially their Deel and Rippling episode and their HP episode. I've also been watching TV shows and movies when I just wanna watch stuff. Right now I'm watching a lot of X-Men '92, Red Dwarf and King of the Hill. It feels a lot more fulfilling than watching low quality video essays about stuff I don't even care about. Also just been listening to music a lot more too. I got a VPN recently too and started using a private DNS because I'm a paranoid freak.

I've been vegetarian for a couple weeks now and its been piss easy. Made me realise how little fish I actually ate in the first place when I was pescatarian. I've also been basically still vegan: avoiding products with dairy and eggs whenever I can, only being milk alternatives and quit eating straight up eggs. I don't use butter anymore now too and I wanna get margarine next time I'm in the shop. I'll continue eating any non vegan stuff I have in my house right now too because not eating it would just be wasteful and goes against the reason I wanna be more vegan in the first place.

Caramelise an onion or two in a pot with vegetable oil.
Put half a mug of washed long grain rice in there to fry for a bit.
Add a mug of water, A vegetable stock cube (crumbled), a dash or two of white vinegar, a small dash of light soy sauce, a teaspoon of tumeric, a tablespoon of dried chilli flakes, two teaspoons of garlic granuals, red kidney beans, a sliced bell pepper and a handfull of chopped up broccoli. Mix lightly then let the water boil.
Add the lid and let it simmer until the water is gone.
Turn the heat off and let the rice steam for a while with the lid on. I'd say around 10 minutes.
Plate up and eat.

There are definitely much better ways of making rice than this but I find it quick and easy with minimal clean up afterwards and it gives me a good load of nutrience and tastes good to me.

I feel very down lately. I've not had the time to work on my art stuff much and when I do I'm too drained from not having had time to relax and take care of the house. I've been trying to think up a story for a comic but it just hasn't been coming to me and I'm scared I just suck at being creative but I love art. After this weekend shift I'm gonna be really free in the week days for ages after that so I just need to keep reminding myself that I'll have so much time to work on art projects starting next week. I've not really had time to keep my website up to date and cool for a long time but I'm trying to get back into it. Trying to reply to my email too, sorry.