25/09/2024

Goodbye September

Gawd, so much has happened since my last post. Biggest update is: I finally got my injection yesterday! I was pretty nervous. It was at a place I've never been to before and the check in was automated which made me worry that I somehow did it wrong and didn't actually check in. I didn't get called into the room by the nurse but it was a automated voice on the speakers calling my name and where to go. The nurse was super nice. He spoke to me about the injection and when to book my next appointment. I thought I had to pull my trousers down and asked if I should but I didn't need to LOL. I got it in my left cheek and honestly it didn't hurt but I kept going "ouch, ouch, ouch" and left sweaty hand marks on the table I was leaning on. It felt really weird not doing my TestoGel later that day and it's going to feel weird not doing it later today. I still have the plaster on my butt. I'm also so mad I forgot to ask to keep the box and the glass the Nebido came in!!

My next injection will be on the 5th of November which is so long away. I've heard you start to crash when you get close to your next injection time which is pretty interesting. I'm curious how that will feel. I felt pretty good after I got the shot. I really want more changes from HRT still also... I'm pretty hairy and my voice is getting a a little weirder but still, no that much has changed since I've last talked about changes. I still look the same but a little greasier and stinkier.

How do they put so much T in your body that it lasts that long?! And my next injection will have an even bigger space in time than that. Okay, I learned the answer for you, the reader, so you don't have to figure it out yourself if you're interested. I was confused about how your body could handle that much testosterone in one injection and then for it to last all that time but I didn't consider that it's slow to absorb in your body so you're not just getting it all in one go. Very cool!

My house is getting inspected tomorrow so I've gotta deep clean my room later. I also want to work on my Suck At Something September game because I've been neglecting it lately. I think I'm going to remove some features so I can finish it faster then start on something new that isn't just for the sake of experimenting with making a HTML game and how I would make art for it, etc. Also need to work on my sketchbook some more before the 30th. I'm going to miss having a lot of free time but I'm super ready to get back to university.

I went home a couple of days ago and I really wish trans stuff didn't occupy 80% of the conversations I have with my family. Also, I hate people viewing me as sensitive because I'm used to pointing out boundaries I have with talking about certain things and being spoken to in certain tones. I could rant way more in-depth but I don't wanna. I gotta go clean now, bye...!