I have an interview on monday, im pretty nervous but im just gonna pregame it and write a bunch of answers for what i feel like theyre gonna ask me and work from there. from my research it seems im gonna be made to try to sell imaginary products and roleplay like im working there. honestly this sounds kind of fun except for the fact that the future of my employment is in the hands of whether i can larp good enough. i feel like im a really good fit for this job so lets pray

anyway thats kind of the whole reason for this rant. i feel like there are so many jobs im prefect for but i just cant get them because i dont have a ton of work experience. i see so much stuff and im like oh i could so do that except for the fact i havent had a past career in that field or where ive asked for the skill theyre looking for. i know a lot of the job field is transferable skills but some stuff is so specific and im like oh i can do that but no becasue i didnt work at a place that super specifically does that stuff. i hate job stuff because i like doing a lot of stuff so i find it difficult to focus myself down into one specific thing like the guy who works in retail or the guy who works in art or the guy who works in IT. it bloooows. i apply for stuff when i dont even meet the minimum requirments anyway because idc, i feel pretty confident in myself to just be good at stuff. im a pretty fast learner, i got common sense and i have a bunch of hobbies.

you know to get the interview i have monday, i had to do an interview with an ai chatbot before that. insane right? i apply for so many jobs and i would say like 90% of the time i hear nothing back. i hate it. its also kinda annoying trying to juggle my actual art career stuff vs when im just tryna get a simple job to pay the bills. I lowkey applied to work at apple again bc im a freak T_T

this is hardly a new discovery, i know most people think the way you get a job is stupid as hell but i just got done working on my linkedin profile and other networking bs