(A lot of the stuff here might not make sense because I often write these entries while I'm half awake then try to polish them later. All names are redacted here too because some of my dreams are weird.)

11/06/25

This place is both somewhere my mam moved to up the road from her old house and somewhere I go with my University course tutors. My bedroom is huge wnd links to like a bunch of bathrooms and eventually just the house corridors. I discover this because I shower in my en suite bathroom and leave the wrong way and end up walking around the house naked and I'm freaking out because I don't wanna get caught. I have a swimming pool-like bath. At some point life turns into an 80s arcade game and the importance of arcade games came up a lot. It's a game that existed in the 80s and all the older people in my dream are like "kids these days don't know how important and infuential arcade games are" but I know a decent amount about the game. That game then becomes real life, going between first and third person view. There are a lot of scary points in the dream also like an adult brings a kid into my room so he can throw up in my en suite toilet and its pure orange and disturbs me. I fous in on it splattering and it looks like tomato soup. There are scary things in the water in my room sometimes too. Think like in Lord of the Rings when Frodo falls into the marshes. There was a point in this dream where I had sex and it felt really real. It was on a kitchen floor.

10/06/25

I'm in a charity shop when I find some cool keyboards. Eventually the charity shop becomes a hangout, like an after school club vibs. There are moments where I'm in my old old bedroom and theres a pine tree cupboard which is falling apart but I really love it. I think like I literally fall in love with it. I want to cut off a piece of it to grow new pinetree. In these moments at home, which feel like flashbacks, I'm setting up an Apple computer which doesn't exist in real life. It has 90s Apple vibes, computer seperste from monitor. Its called slim something. Steve jobs is there helping me set it up. He's kind of an asshole which makes me sad because I like him a lot. Back in the charity shop, I'm modding a discord server and it's kind of just my Microapple server. It's good for a long while but eventually someone who I don't recognise messages and it looks like a link to another channel but its actually a link To a website and I'm scared I have a virus. I go downstairs and the layout is like my University studio and I sit with one of my housemates who's talking to a made up girl and they try to shoo me away for third wheeling. I think to myself about how two of my housemates are both flirting with people and I'm alone because my boyfriend isn't here.

09/06/25

Bob Dylan was there and he was such a dickhead. He was also called some other stupid name so I don't think we knew if it was him for a while, however that works. I guess he shapeshifted from a made up person into Bob at some point. Feels weird to call him just Bob. Anyawy, it was some pseudonym. I was like: "Oh, let's tell (Bob Dylan fan friend I have in real life) that Bob Dylan is here,” so we all go intp a room (me, Bob Dylan, my boyfriend and a housemate) to call the Bob Dylan fan friend to see what's up and they ends up visiting. At some point we end up in another thing and I'm mad at my boyfriend. I can't remember why. I think someone pretends to be Bob Dylan and is evil so maybe Bob Dylan was never evil. Maybe it was never him at all. I swear we go to a nursery at some point for some reason.

08/06/25

It's a vague memory but I believe my father or an aunt is there and they loves Buzzfeed RPF. I swear theres something to do with boats. The buzzfeed people are present in the dream hence me concluding that the parental figure ships them. An image keeps playing in my mind of a dark path with some glowing rocks or fireflies, blue light, and me walking down a path there in nature. not sure how that relates to anything else. This was my first attempt in dream delving. I hope my dream recall is coming back to me, I haven't been sleeping so good recently.

07/06/25

I'm still struggling to remember my dreams. I dream something about watching F is for Family, a cartoon I used to love when I was a teenager. I thought it was called something like B is for Boston which doesn't even make sense.

06/06/25

Again, I can't recall any dreams.

05/06/25

After sleeping and waking then sleeping again, I couldn't recall any dreams.

04/06/25

Me, a housemate and a friend from highschool are traveling by train. It's super futuristic and unreal. At some point we hear an old online friend of mine has made a callout about me all over a train and mentioned me om her Instagram story but had blocked me. We travel to see the call out. The housemate keeps misgendering my highschool friend but her deadname is made up. The callout doesn't really make sense, it's like written on train seats but also it feels like written in stone vibes. Also its a school for some reason and her hand in for a grade is a bunch of cakes covered in an area that just doesn't look like its from real life. Something happens and now im like a ruler and eating a bunch of smarties things. I wake up a little and when i slip back into the dream. I'm controlling the world like Gmod like on an Apple Vision Pro while pissing in public for some reason?? Would have been the perfect time to lucid dream. When I woke up I really needed to pee.

03/06/25

I'm at a non existent bar with my oldest brother and my mam for the brother's birthday. We keep dunking on him for how much weed he smokes, especially earlier in the dream. I also go to school with him earlier in the dream for some reason even though I'm a fully grown man now and he is a teenager. At the bar, my mam gives me some weed. I try going to bed but its pretty hype so i go back to dance. I don't know why my room is in this bar. I end up arguing with my aunt who's a bouncer there too for fucking with me and grabing me around and shit. Pretty hard one to tell as a dream except non existence bar and school. I looked in the mirror a lot in this dream but I can't remember looking weird.

In another dream, I'm staying over my gu's house and mt dad is looking after me except it isn't her house, it's constantly changing and becomes and underground thing eventually and huge. A girl stays over who doesn't exist in real life and I end up sleeping with her, apparently I had before. We're listening to Nirvana and it becomes extremely loud at some point and turning it down and unpluggling my speakers doesn't do anything. I fear my father's wrath. Eventually I have a house party but I swear it starts as a party in a specific house I party at a lot (it's not actually that place though) and it's a big conflict of my boyfriend finding out I slept with that girl. I feel pretty guilty even though previously in the dream no one else in my life really existed except the girl, my dad and my mam gu. She's heart broken when she realises what I'm doing. I end up with a burner phone for some reason to pay for my crimes. Eventually, life becomes Animal Crossing because I have an original DS now. Its all marketed as 2DS which isn't what it was officially called.

02/06/25

I can't recall my dream. I think I dreamed of writing in this journal because I have memories of it but I clearly didn't.

Then I dream that I'm in New Zealand, I believe. There's more before this but in the last moments, I leave a zoo thing and on the other side its stormy and rainy. I really need to use the bathroom the whole time just like real life right now. Constantly, pirate ships sre being hit over us by the storm and were holding onto sticks that go deep into the earth. I think a helicopter comes and saves us at some point. I must add that before I leave the zoo I walk past a guy dressed up as Alex the Lion from Madigascar and I yell "Eyy, Alex the Lionnnnn" and its a cool bro moment. I think there were lions in the zoo.

01/06/25

I'm selling stuff on Vinted just (like what I'm doing in real life currently) except its not Vinted, it's like a weird OnlyFans knockoff but I'm not doing porn, I'm just selling clothes. I break my phone at some point while on a walk with my a cousin I don't like in real life. We have a strange relationship in the dream, my grandad is also there. I fall into a pond, he jumps in the pond where I fall from ice skating and going too far to the border. For some reason the frozen pond just has a hard border where it becomes water again. My phone is fucked but just randomly works again when I'm home and I just assume I manifested it to work rather than dream logic. There are moments in this dream when im in dream POV (Whatever that means?). I'm also somewhere I've never been, weird building. I seem to teleport to different parts of the dream.

In another dream, I'm trying to get a job in HR at a company that doesn't exist in real life. I'm also an animal, maybe a cat or dog. I also have a husband and baby and a car and can drive. I get in trouble at some point before the interview. The interviewer is an anthro bird. I finally get my time to be interview when a famous bird breaks through the wall who she loves. Later I'm camping and someone on my university course is there aswell as some made up people.

31/05/25

My dream was inside Stardew valley. My chickens and duck had been eaten by a bunch of dog-like creatures and I had to donate 100,000 gold or whatever the currency in that game is to get rid of them. The dream fidn't last long enough for that. The dream is actually a birds eye view at points, in the Stardew Valley artstyle.

13/03/25

I arrive in a strange town with no hotels and I have to sleep in a weird tavern type thing outside in a small booth that's hidden with curtains. I have memories of being there before in a dream. I swear I'm a different person at some point in the dream and I'm driving around looking for something with a mini map. There's a freaky old lady that owns the tavern, she's sort of the leader of the area. I want to go home so bad but I just can't for some reason. At night in the curtained booth, evil stirs outside, shadowy stuff, and I feel like I'm safe as long as I don't look and I'm hidden here. It feels like some kind of test.

06/03/25

I'm doing the dishes and realise I've missed lunchtime meditation at the Buddhist Centre. I try to manifest going back in time like in a previous dream but it doesn't work leading me to decide this isn't a dream and I fail to lucid dream. Cringe.

05/03/25

I'm helping my mother renovate her house for her birthday party except it's a random house but in the dream I don't realise that. At the same time, I'm struggling to lock the ceiling right window (I don't know what this means) to defend the house and I have to order a newblock. I'm defending against the neighborhood, including Toriel from Undertale.

In another dream, I'm having bottom surgery in London and I get there by coach on my own. At some point I meet a band I must know or like and I stay with them. It's not a real band in real life. I somehow miss the surgery by hours and freak out so bad about ubering there. The singer is mad at my freakout. In that moment I realise I can just manifest it being earlier in the day and in a blink it goes from night to day. I go to the surgery place and have to fill in a form and wait in my hospital gown. I'm pretty nervous. I'm called into then room to have it done but I'm actually still waiting for the person before me to be done so I talk to the nurse in there. The room is huge. I eventually get the surgery done and it's like a weird montage until its done. I'm pretty sure I met two bears (gay men, not the animal) that were in love and getting crazy surgery.

04/03/25

I'm attending an ex-friend's wedding. It's in a venue by the beach and she's hosting it on stage. Her hair is split dyed and she references a previous event of her's which i also dreamed about.

03/03/25

I score 300 on an IQ test as a child and find footage of this.

02/03/25

I'm cooking foods in a small classroom but I keep burning stuff. I'm also at the student PC. I make a rice meal but the process of making it is also a game that Kasane Teto is a part of.

In another dream I meet my father for the first time in forever. We're at my mam gu's house before he arrives though, having a discussion on my t-shirt, he arrives then later. There's quite a lot of us. I smoke a cigarette my dad gives me outside. I'm smoking infront of him and a bunch of the other people which feels weird.

In another dream, I'm playing a TTRPG with my oldest brother, my mam and my middle brother. I make claws with sewing needles and string which I can wear. They don't really work and keep falling out of the gloves but pulling the string pulls them back in place. I'm sure at some point I go to another house but it's scary.

In one of these dreams we debated the pronunciation of caucasian and its definition.

01/03/25

I couldn't recall any dreams.

28/02/25

I could hardly recall my first dream, something about a man. I couldn't recall my other two dreams at all.