AHHH

My fucking appointment got cancelled again and I haven't rebooked it yet. I've been waiting for someone to call me again beause I literally don't know how to get through to a human being when I call the number. I guess tomorrow I just try again and probably end up connected to the wrong person. I ain't ever starting Nebido. I know I just need to find a new GP and this should be sorted then. It's starting to kinda drive my crazy and I'm just going to get more and more stressed the closer I get to finishing my last bottle of TestoGel but I know it'll be sorted by then.

I'm going to get ready to watch Batman Forever in cinema again in a while. This time I'm going with a bunch of my friends and I think were dressing fun/closet cosplaying. I think I'm going to wear my Ed Nygma cosplay but instead of the shirt I'll wear my Twiddler shirt. I'm really getting the most out of my Ed cosplay I've worn it so much. My steelbook came also! I put some of the posters on my wall and I might check out the content on it tonight but probably not because I'm literally about to see the movie again later for the 14th time. I wish I could watch it on my laptop but I'm using my boyfriends Xbox because they're blu-ray discs

Oh, and I can't believe I have over 10,000 views! I'm very surprised. I've made a lot of mutuals and some friends through making this site. It's weird to think it has only been 4 months! It feels like it's been forever. And thanks to everyone who emails me, comments on my stuff and interacts with me, the internet often feels really isolating to me and I always have anxieties about missing out or kind of disregarded so I appreciate the meaningful conversations, however long or short, I've got to have with you. I'm excited to continue crafting my website and talking even more to all the people on the indieweb.