Friday the 13th

I finally rebooked my appointment, it's going to be Tuesday after next Tuesday now. If it gets cancelled again I guess I'll need to find a walk in clinic to get my injection because I literally wont have enough gel to last me for another week on top of how long I have to wait. I think everything will work out though. I've already forgotten how much time I need to wait between injections. Isn't life so stressful? I called the medical center to book the appointment today and it was a nightmare. Originally I emailed sort of knowing that they would just tell me to call so I called then and literally it takes like 3 minutes for you to even get to the option where you choose if you want to book an appointment. I did the automated appointment option at first but it literally wouldn't give me enough time to type in my phone number so eventually it just hung up on me, sure. I called again and finally got through to a human being and booked it. Okay, I just looked at my call log, the first call took 3 minutes and the second one took 6 minutes and 4 seconds. I know that's not actually that long but it felt like it was taking forever and I had no idea what I was doing. I just sound dramatic now but yeah, I hate automated phone calls.

This paragraph used to be a huge rant about how much ppl pretend to be woke then fucking hate polyamorous people but I got embarassed and deleted it.

I just got back from seeing Batman & Robin in cinema since I wrote all the previous stuff, man... I enjoyed it so much more this time watching, I goddamn love Ivy so much. I ate a bean wrap while I watched and drank a pepsi AUGH I left my pepsi there... Also I kind of have razor burn from shaving without any cream, ooh ouch.

I've been stressing about this project I need done by the end of this month for university. I totally slacked on it all summer so I'm trying to make up for it. My last summer sketchbook from 2023 was so freaking good but I just haven't been feeling it this year. I feel like I've been way too into digital art lately so I've forgotten all the mediums I love. I feel a little more inspired now though so I'm gonna try and be on that grind. I made the great mistake of choosing an A5 sketchbook when I hate A5. My favourite paper size to work with is A4 so I'm wondering if I continue in an A4 sketchbook and tie in loose pages from my A5 book.